Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Begone...Wind Demon!!!
I've been sick for about a month now, sneezing, congested, body pains. Absolutly agonizing! Altho, somebody told me that my eyes are gleaming when I'm sick, but let me tell ya, the eyes are actually illuminated by viruses which attack my nasal area mercilessly, hence creating the runny nose, cough and watery eyes.
Plus, I don't think I would ever go to see a doctor in China, coz I don't really feel like having an IV put into me coz of a measly cold.
Anyway..time to do some exorcism... "Begone..wind demon... begone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Miho: Sometimes, I don't even kno what I'm saying and I get lost in my own thoughts. So i'm in no position to explain my last post..LOLS. Another party at your place sounds good actually, it would be fun. Oh..and btw..stop starting every MSN conversation with "That fucking italian guy" or "Can I kill him"..just find u're inner tranquility or something..
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Self-induced vertigo
It's such a depressing song, I would totally like feel down and depressed everytime I listen to it. Knowingly so, I kept repeating the song this morning. Hrmm .. I guess sometimes its good to get depressed on purpose so you would remind yourself of how it feels like so that you won't want to feel like that again? Okay..I feel like I'm Woody Allen here.. Does anyone follow??
The Song
Wren: I can't help it that I'm popular worldwide and *Slap*. No one talks shit about my Onitsuka Tigers..NO ONE! LOLS..
LB: I'll spell things the way I want to ...mmmm kay? I can even spell u're name backwards if I wanted to.. BL... there..see..
Sunday, May 14, 2006
From Ueno back to Xui Jia Hui
Friday - I arrived and met Miho in Roppongi Hills, then she took me to her office (which infact is totally not what I would expect as it was such a casual enviroment). I had a cup of coffee then walked to Omesanto Hills for shopping, walking and walking... I went to Laforet (one of my fave shopping places in Harajuku) Altho Miho offered to teach me how to return to her office thru JR, I thought maybe I'll just walk back. And boy, how I regretted that. Not only, did I realized it was like a 40mins walk but also I passed by a cemetery during nite..Scarry..anyway we then met up Naoko, Meg chan and Roku for dinner at a restaurant called Sin and it was delicous. We drank and we chatted..and at some point they were talkin in Japanese..whereby I answered them..lols..they were pretty suprised how I could understand them a bit now. After that, we took a TAXI home, and I feel sooooooo rich, coz a taxi in Japan is prolly 1000000000 times more expensive then in Sha. When I arrived to Miho's home, I was pretty suprised how "Japanesie" it was. I felt like "Ding Dong"(I will only call it by that name and not Doreamon) will slip out of her wardrobes. Then we moved the furniture about so that I would have a place to sleep..and while we were moving the sofa..I noticed something on the floor..I will not say what..but Miho..I think you should be more tidy.
Saturday - Woke up late and went to Dakayama for shopping, I went to my greatest love "Onitsuka Tiger" store, I wanted to buy like 3 pairs but I refrained myself. I realized I'm pretty content just admiring them and gasping, maybe I'll just wait a bit till I'm more financially stable. I think i browsed all the shoes twice carefully examining them, I was there for at least 40 mins. Anyway after that, I went to have dinner with Miho's frds, Kame san, 直也(I can't seem to memorize his name in Japanese but in Kanji), Kentaro and Tsuyo. We had dinner till like 1am, then went to Fuji Soba and had midnight snack then all went back to Miho's and partied till 4am. Gosh..I was so tired I didn't even try to make sense of what they were talkin about..then I just zoned out. But it was loads of fun!!!
お疲れ様です、美帆さん! Thanks for such a great stay in Japan, and sure let's do the long-distance roomate thing, I will be waiting for u're extra key..ne! LOLS
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Golden Week HKG - Part II. Bobopang
Oh gosh.. I had the best time on Saturday taking Siu Bo out to the beach..soooooo cute...she kept on swimming to just follow me around. Apparently, a lot of you hate it when I refer to bobo when I talk to you guyz on the phone. Somebody even told me that I always say "Oh... so cute.. bobopang is looking at me right now", and they think its not anything out of the ordinary, when your pet looks at you once in a while. BUT, bobo gives the cutest stare...OKAY?? Anyway.......To summarize Golden Week HKG- Bobopang , 3 chinese words... "卦到爆" !!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Golden Week HKG - Part I. Family, Friends and Foes
"Stupid bitch update your blog..." , SOOOO here I am. Well actually I wanted to update it anyways, but I've just been sick since I got back.
Part 1 - Family, Friends and Foes
Well.. during my short trip to HKG, I saw my family quite a bit, BB's bday party then went "yum cha" with my aunt. It was fun to see a bunch of relatives, my aunt gave me some "5 flower tea" to bring back to SHA to make, but then I think I might have did the whole thing wrong and self-posioned myself. Anyway...... I just have been experiencing a heavy load of family problems lately..its like a burden of which I am incapable of solving... so what now then..?
Friends, friends, friends....My definition of a true buddy:
1.Realizes that you are drunk, then yells at you and scold you for it, eventho you will have no memory of it the other day
2.Lends you a foot for your back to lean on while you are trying to kneel down and throw up on the street
3.Takes you home AGAIIIIIN, coz you got drunk last time during your farewell party too
4.Holding a bag for you to throw up during the taxi ride ...ewwww ..(feel really bad about that one)
5. So faye=medium=Kim ju woo
Again and again.. I didn't have enough time to see everyone. For those who I had a chance to meet, I've enjoyed every single moment. Ritz Carlton Buffet goes into my CLASSIC moments of life.
Foes...I didn't really get a chance to annilate my enemy..but he did verbally abuse me for like 15 mins non-stop after drinks in Inside-out. But then.... Da BITCH.. bit me on my arm.. I guess I should be grateful that she didn't rip it off.
Friday, April 28, 2006
Dreams within dreams within dreams
I dreamt that I was sleeping in my room, the dream had vivid depictions of my room, it was as if I was lookin at myself on the outside. I'll spare you all the other details..anyway..in my dream which i was sleeping..i felt like i couldn't wake up..then there came a point.. which in my mind I've come to realize..wait ..this is a dream..this is not really happening..but i do REALLY want to wake up now..
of coz my wonderful mind gave me no gratification to this...i did NOT wake up..but jumped into another dream..of which i was AGAIN..sleeping in my bedroom...then i heard some noises in the apartment upstairs..and then some water started to leak from the roof....the water spashed on my bed..and i was entirely soaked from top to bottom....in my dream i honestly thought that the sprinkler came off..so i checked if anything was on fire in my apartment.. but everything was ok..
So how did I eventually wake up from all this mind-twisting madness? "Le Alarm"... yes thank goodness for it..sometimes i really wonder if I would be trapped in that dreamworld forever.. i mean time doesn't really exists in dreams..its irrelevant...
I was totally exhausted this morning..i think my mind was even more tired than that if I were awake the whole nite..
Anyway..with my inquisitive nature.. a few questions comes to my mind...
1. Why do I dream that I dream?
2. Why do I dream that I dream, and in the dream I can't wake up from my dream?
3. Why is it that when my rational thinkin kicks in, and that I realize I'm only in a dream dreaming that I can't wake up but in fact I may have the power to wake up, but then I don't really wake up and jump into another dream, of which then I woke up in the dream, in the uttermost painful way?
This is what I think..but feel free to differ
1. I think i dreamt that I dreamt is coz prolly I woke up at 5am, and the mind is subconsiously telling me I need more sleep. But then that TOTALLY back-fired coz I got more exhausted from all the subtext.
2. Again.. maybe I think its telling me to rest more..but then the dream in dream thingy freaked me out..and I really wanted to wake up..
3. Maybe coz I was in really light sleep, and I was in between conscience and subconscience, and that my mind was trying to crumble the dream world thru rational thinking, it sorta worked half-way, like it granted me to wake up in the dream but not in real life. I think its prolly like a power struggle between conscience and subconscience..and I was the innocent by-stander
With the Q&A , it leads to the ultimate question, who is in charge of my mental process????????
Well....beats the hell outta me..coz i just kno Tis' not I who is in charge...coz I'm just a powerless sucker...and now I declare that I am no longer held responsible for any decisions that I make
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
A Sonnet for the NC
Let's hang it in the foyer of our clubhouse...
Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye,
And all my soul, and all my every part;
And for this sin there is no remedy,
It is so grounded inward in my heart.
Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
No shape so true, no truth of such account,
And for my self mine own worth do define,
As I all other in all worths surmount.
But when my glass shows me my self indeed
beated and chopt with tanned antiquity,
Mine own self-love quite contrary I read:
Self, so self-loving were iniquity.
'Tis thee (my self) that for my self I praise,
Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
Monday, April 24, 2006
秋来不在夏尽处
我在看"失乐园"的时候看到的, 先至声明, 我初初并不知道这部书是那么色情的!! 但是我真的觉得作者形容这种不能自拔的不伦恋很厉害. 其实2个主角挺可怜的, 他们的爱情根本是空空的, 所以只能用sex来substantiate the emptiness吧!!
秋来不在夏尽处..实在是形容男主角的心情..由于他跟主角的关系是太好了..所以他就是害怕他们的爱情是不是已经在不知不觉之间慢慢的变差了. 人的本性就是这样吧..往往在最开心的时候就开始害怕, 因为是了解每一种东西和每一种关系都是有一个life cycle的,在最高峰的时候,再往前,就只能向下去.
好像自古有一个说法. "妻不如妾, 妾不如情人, 情人不如妓, 妓不如偷". 偷情对人来说是最吸引的. 是因为世界只是属于2个人, 完全没有外来的因素, 而彼此的爱也是纯真的吧. 但是我真的觉得2个主角一旦被发现的代价是太大, 有家庭, 工作 etc. 世上其他的所有真的不再全在的吗?这种intensity太厉害了,亦都太可怕了.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
36 BIG bottles of Heineken and 3 bottles of Chang Yu wine
Okay.........nice to kno I have supportive frds that tells me I'm stupid and delusional.. I feel so much better after LOSING MY PHONE...god damnit..just tell me which 3G phone I should get already...and quit u're whinning abt me..
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Cassandra Complex
但是。。我今天要说一个“奇怪+不可思议的事”。 ****气氛顿然紧张****
好了。。说了。。
今天一大早就要出门了,但是不知道何来的一种不畅的感觉。 不是怕考试而是觉得我会失掉一些东西。嗯。。所以呢。。我特别的注意我的钥匙,皮包和手机。但是不幸的还是发生了!在我在早课上发现我手机没了,但是我是记得我下计程车的时候,我是摸了摸我的口袋+再看车上有没有东西,ok了,才下车的!而且在路上我是没可能掉了,因为我是会听到声音的+从车到课室只是30米的路!唉! 好像x files一样!
平时的我是一定发火,今天呢,我心里只想“果然”,顿一顿再感“预感好准”,然后再觉得“好鬼郄”。我的同学好心的打电话给我,(平时也是会疯了一样不停找)但是今次其实我就感觉我的手机是一定没了。确定是没了的时候,我异常镇定,继续上课。原因是可能我要考试吧!而且我倒是觉得是福不是祸,是祸躲不过。
祸其实也并不是没有signs的
1 昨晚我差一点忘了钥匙。。。服务员跑出还给我
2 前两天。。跟朋友提过我是有可以先知不妙的事情的能力
3 因为工作的关系,其实我决定换一个3g的手机
挺无奈的,逃不过命运。
PS.中文的版本跟英文的是有点不同。是因为我不想直接翻译而失掉了风味。
PPS.好了。。大家来提议我要哪一个3g手机吧!!!
"Phewwwwwwwwwwww" Finally accomplished my exam today..."Yipeeeee"
But we're not gonna talk about that today..but something else..something..dark..eerie.. and out of the ordinary..
****X-file music playin at the background****
So here goes...
This morning as I was heading out bright and early to go to my exam..I had a sense of uneasiness..not becoz that I had a grueling exam to go to..but becoz I had this immense feeling that I'm gonna lose something. So I made sure I was extra careful regardin my personal belongings such as keys, phone and wallet so forth. But the unescapable happened... I LOST MY PHONE...
How you may ask...well as I was steppin out of the cab this morning.. I felt my pockets plus I checked and looked again in the cab. Everything was in order...but later in the morning I found out..I have lost it. Normally, if this kinda thing happens..I would be P-I-S-S-E-D and I would take a fit..but today I felt quite calm and thought to myself "HRRRRRMMMMMMMMMM....WOW...I can't believe my feelings were right.. this is freaky..." then went on about studying. My schoolmate was nice enuff to try to ring me..to see if there's any reception..but in my mind I knew it was gone forever..so I didn't even bother to go look for it...
Apparently phones DO EVAPORATE THRU THIN AIR...u kno..*X-file theme playin again in the background*..dude..I don't even wanna bother to think how it happened..there's like an infinite amount of possibilities how it can occur..MAYBE..i dropped it when I was walkin from the cab to my classroom..which was btw just 30meters ..which btw could have made some noise which apparently im too deaf to notice..or MAYBE..it was zapped by ALIENS during class or just MAYBE my memory is F$%^-ing with me and in fact I left it in the cab..i simply realize I would never find out (its times like now that I wish I was on a Reality TV show..so I can kno what the hell happened)
Maybe those of you who went to AC would understand the "Cassandra Complex"..you kno.. Cassandra was the prophet of Oedipus..where she was damned when she predicted that Oedipus would slaughter his own father and screw his own mom. As I was saying ..the "Cassandra Complex" is when a prophecy is told but you have no power to escape what is predestined for you..An oxy-moron at its fullest... I mean..WHAT"S UP WITH THAT?..and u kno what??? before I once wanted to name my daughter Cassandra..and give her a little cute nick name called Cassie..GOD..this is just too ironic to be happening to me...spare me from the torment....
PS. The English and Chinese version of this entry is slightly different.. I kno... I try not translate stuff coz it'll lose the touch..and I express myself better when I do this
PPS. Soooooooooooo..... lets do a poll.. what 3G phone should I get?
Sunday, April 09, 2006
The human brain is like George W. Bush
Let me explain...
The human brain is like very very stupid... its perplexing..why is that it may have the capacity to allow you to speak a few different languages..but it lacks the control and management to select which language to use at what times. Its just frustrating and embarrassing... So Miho and I went to this massage place..and the masseuse were trying to have a conversation with Miho..so they were talkn to me in Mandarin..whereby I translate to Miho..in English plus a little bit of Japanese..back and forth .. I just couldn't manage.. i started saying "だいじょうぶ / Daijoubu" ( It means OK in English.. and 可以的 in Chinese) to the masseuse ...and saying "怎么了?" (It means are you ok? in Mandarin) to Miho.. And to escalate the whole confusion..I had dinner with my HK friends together with Miho..and one guy insisted to speak in Mandarin coz he says he needs the practise.. so we were speakin like 4 different languages at the table.. Mayhem...when tryin to express my amusment to what my HK friend said.. I turned my head and said to him "え??そっか?そっか?/ Eh???? Sokka? ..Sokka??" (Which means..oh yeah?? Really??) Then I started confusing mandarin with my Cantonese..and said to a friend.."呢条路一直走就系架啦。。。" instead of "呢条路一路行就系架啦。。。"..
The human brain is like a conniving politician.. it likes to tell you what you want to hear..and it keeps telling you "The event did not actually take place".. Selective memory is an extremely powerful tool..my friend...reminded me of Kundera's writing...
For after all, what can memory actually do, the poor thing? It is only capable of retaining a paltry little scrap of the past, and no one knows why just this scrap and not some other one, since in each of us the choice occurs mysteriously, outside our will and interest. We won't understand a thing about human life if we persist in avoiding the most obvious fact; that a reality no longer is what it was when it was; it cannot be reconstructed.
During our dinner conversation last nite..as I was ridculing Miho for not learning Chinese..she said I was the cause of it as I've never taught her Chinese..then she reminded me of an incident in which i have totally forgotten.. apparently while I was still studyin in Hawaii..it was one of those days that we were having our friday parties..and surely I had a few too many drinks.. Miho and Donielle..was asking me how to say "Yummy/Good taste" in Cantonese... and I replied them .."おいしい。。Oishii...." and Miho saids.."Hmm.. how interesting...its exactly the same in Japanese"....and I said "yup!".. After like 2 weeks.. Miho and Donielle were both saying "おいしい / Oishii" thinking that it was Chinese..until one day they said it to me and Miho goes "Isn't it Chinese?" and in oblivion .. I gave her my "Huh + what the hell" face and said "Noooo..."..And now she claims that she was emotionally scarred from this incicent to learn Chinese..Its interesting how she remembers this vividly and I completely forgot about it...
And why do emotions kicks in and impairs our rational judgement anyway... like today when I was tryin to catch a cab after skool while RAINING... I'd let this person in my same class get on it first (Normally..I would tear off a limb of anyone who comes between my Cab and I .. PLUS ..I sort of just vaguely recognized her).. but of coz.. I regreted my decision the second she got on the cab... sigh...
I guess what Im really tryin to say here is.. I don't like George Bush and the stupid things he does...
P.S. Hawaiian times... "懐かしい。。な。。/ Natsukashii na.." (I miss it .. I'm nostalgic for it)
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Congrats AA
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Between Worlds
昨天跟我的一个日本的好友麻里子 msn, 令我想起我跟她在希腊的一段话。 我们在聊天说家的时候,她问我觉得我的家属于在香港,还是属于在多伦多?我想都不想就立即答她 “没有了。。那个地方都一样。。我是什么地方都不属于的。” 然后我整一整,笑一笑问她 "Mo....Watashi wa..kakoii desu ka?" (怎么啦? 我很有型吧。。。。)然后她笑了说 “Hai hai....Kakoii...Kakoii desu ne" (嗯。。。有型。。是有型的!!)每一次我想到这里,我就会 “嘿嘿”的笑出来了!
可能从小我倒是转来转去的。。小时候要去一个新的地方是会有不舍得或害怕的感觉。久而久之,已经渐渐没有这个感觉了。每一次要去一个新环境,没有好或是不好,不会开心也不会伤感,就是这样。每个地方,我就好像是从外面看进去一样,没有真的属于那里。我就在不同的地方之间盘璇。每次去一个新环境,感觉每次就越强。。嗯。。
Well .. I went to class again today.. another lost Sunday!! But something interesting happened during recess today. My teacher in my freight fowarding class asked me where I was from? And I immediately said "Can't you tell I'm from HK from my cantonese style mandarin?" She obviously thought that I wasn't a local mainlander, but suprisingly, I didn't really bear a heavy HK accent, and on top of that ... I even had a teeny weeny bit of a Taiwanese accent. My colleauge and I both laughed after hearing this, coz I guess its kinda funny how unique yet indistinguisable my mandarin is...
Last nite.. I was talking to one of my Japanese buddy.. Mariko-chan... And I just had a recollection of a conversation we had in Greece. As we were talking about our families..she asked "Which is home for you? HK or Toronto?" And I immediately replied "Hmm..I dunno.. neither.. I guess I don't belong to anywhere really.." Then I smiled mischeviously and said "Mo....Watashi wa..kakoii desu ka?" (Hey..I sound pretty cool ..don't I?) And she jokingly answered “Hai hai......Kakoii ... Kakoii desu ne" (Indeed..indeed.. you're pretty cool)
I guess it was my upbringing that keeps me travelling around.. when I was a child.. I used to feel nostalgic or scarred of moving. But now I'm just indifferent.. its neither good nor bad.. i don't get excited or terrified when I have to move. It's like I observe every place at a distant now and I don't really belong. It's like I'm eternally caught between worlds. The feeling gets stronger everytime I move... hmmmmmmm......
Replies:
Woolz: Quick lesson "Chinese Menu 101"
Har-gao: 虾饺
Siu-mai:烧卖
Sam-see chow-mein:三丝炒面
Wat-dan ow-yuk fan:滑蛋牛肉反
Cha-siu hoa-fun:叉烧河粉
P.S. my dearest friend...this could ultimately be life-saving for you.. use the knowledge wisely!!
LB: U were the first person spotting my "Tri-nese" abilities (Mainland+HK+Taiwan style Chinese and Mandarin)... anywayz.. i found out its worse than I thought..hmmmm
So faye: I guess your reply to my phone survey is most just... since you're the one who complains the most.... haha..
Friday, March 31, 2006
You're Beautiful
Loves da video for so many reasons: loves the white clean stage floor, loves the ocean background, loves the snowing, loves the melody, loves the lyrics, loves James Blunt melancholy look with his hair all wet from the snow before he took his shirt off (way too skimpy), loves how he places his belongings so neatly before he jumps off the stage and commits suicide.
The video is just so simple, clean, minamalistic yet so moving.
On the side note.. I was wondering this morning if I was too hungry or if I had heartburn, so after enjoying my lunch I came to the conclusion that I had heartburn. Crap..where do u find tums in China? Anyway.. why is heartburn called "HEART"burn? It has nothing to do with your heart. Why isn't it called "Tummy"burn or "Stomach"burn? Nonetheless, I do feel kinda melancholy today.. I wonder if its coz of my burning heart. Urghhh... I haven't had this type of indigestion since I ate a 14" pizza by myself in Grade 8.. Ouuuuuuuuuucccccchhhhhh...
Thursday, March 30, 2006
She replies!
DB: Since you bear the name Da Bitch, I can only comply with bitchiness. Once again.. very good in-depth analysis.
Woolz: *HugZZZZ* Hang in there and stay off the weed. Let's plan the ultimate "OZ" trip..eh..
Soon: Im anxious to see u guys soon too..hopefully can show u guys around. I'll be setting up my internet connection this afternoon actually. Yes..oh Yes..oh Yes..
Saimun: Mun.......... go to hangzhou so u can come visit me.. i command you!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Return of the Sleepaolic....yawn...
好了。。昨天实在是太眼训了。。而且又穿不够衣服。冷死了。 一回家,立即放一盘热水洗澡! 但实在是太累了。。竟然睡着了! 醒来的时候(是好像跌进了深渊那种。。然后就醒了)迷迷糊糊又立即上庄再睡!发了好几个梦。。再醒的时候已是10点钟了,又不想煮东西吃,所以只吃了一个香蕉。。再训!!!
今天早上。。上学去! 小息的时候。。训..! 再吃完中饭的时候。。在太阳下。。看完书。。再训!! 下午的小息。。又训! 我的同学+同事说我是个“睡宝宝”。。嗯。。。听起来。。我觉得是挺好笑的。。可能是因为我说的中文是广东话吧。
其实真得不知道为什么会睡那么多。。 Anyways...
Sorry u guys who don't read Chinese..err..you would have to just use u're imagination..coz I don't feel like translating it today!! hehe
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Drops of Jupiter
Drops of Jupiter - Train
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky WayAnd tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
I was thinkin about this song the other day but I couldn't recall the band or title, but thru some kind of karmic fate I woke up to this song this morning. I want to trace my way thru the constellation and find out for myself if heaven's overrated. Would I have drops of jupiter when I return home? But where is home?
Monday, March 27, 2006
Phone Antics
Phone Answering Capability Poll:
1. Who here has once thought that I was sleeping when answering calls but has learnt that in fact I wasn't?
2. Who can tell the difference of my real sleepy voice or simply crappy voice on the phone? If yes, what's the difference?
3. Why do you think I always miss my phone calls? What can I do to prevent it?
4. Would you like me to change my crappy voice into a perky, cheerful and loving "Hello..How are you doing?"? (It sounds weird even in pen)
Anyway.. I hope all of you can take part of helping me understand myself better... oh and.. please don't don't call me..pls pls pls......and don't hate me becoz i kno you love me...
oh.. and DB..maybe you can put in u're 2 cents too..Since you gave me a thorough in-depth diagnosis of my "Narcissistic Personality Disorder" (Good to know that our taxpayers are getting their money's worth on A-grade researching skills academic scholars..."gag"..)..and I think i mark yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes and yes to all nine traits, so I guess I'm untreatable...
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
The Killers
Monday, March 20, 2006
Styska se mi po tobe
The weekend was a blast! Sofaye, Wincy and Web visited me here and stayed at my house. Knowing our epicureous nature, we went on a quest of overindulgence of food and wine. So it was arrive in SHA / wine at my house / shanghainese dinner + yellow wine /test tube shots at Peoples / cocktails and wine at Mesa Manifesto / Sleep / Wake up / Xiao Lung Bao (I almost got my head chopped off if I messed up that one) / Cawwfee + Pavlova at M / Massage / All u can eat Shabu Shabu (11 plates of beef for 4 ppl ..its a record to break..with 4 boats of sashimi beef = 1 boat per head) / Cocktails at Bon Bon / Cocktails at Bar Rouge / Beer at home / Sleep / Wake up / Fried dumplings + Souvlaki + Lamb Kabebs + Chicken Wings / Pick up Xiao lung baos to bring back to HK / Yellow Fish Noodles / Leave my home. So........ I think you guys pretty much get the idea...
It got pretty quiet at my home last nite.. i felt weird and uneasy without my commarades.. I didn't really realize how much I had missed them before they came.. and they serve as a linkage or a reminder of my buddies and life in HK.. sigh.. so there it is... Styska se mi po tobe~~~~~~~~
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Ask yourselves....
1.Which kind of happiness is the most idealistic for you?
To be content
2.What kind of skills are you dying to have?
To read minds, my own particularly
3.What are your deepest fears?
To have regrets
4.How is your current inner-being?
In flux
5.Who is the person that you admire the most?
My father
6.What is your greatest acheivement?
This is a hard one...
7.What flaw do you most despise about yourself?
I'm emotional yet rational.. a contradiction in itself..even I don't understand how my brain works..
8.If you can re-live any part of your life, which part would it be?
Nothing .. I'd just like to live life once.
9.What flaw do you most despise about others?
Lies
10.What is your greatest asset in life?
My family
11.What is the richest asset that you've wasted in life?
Not treasuring my family enuff..
12.What is the lightest pain you've experienced?
I don't understand..pain is pain..as love is love.. are there degrees or different shades of it? Not for me
13.Which virtue do you think is overated?
Beauty
14.What's your favourite occupation?
Philosopher
15.What don't you like about your appearance?
None at all..sounds narcissistic..but its becoz I find it meaningless to compare
16.What's your most outstanding attribute?
Proud to be a narcissist?
17.What kind of people do you most hate?
None..even the worst beings has virtues..just depend on the time and place in which you meet people..
18.Which attribute do you most like about men?
Determination
19.What catch phrase do you most commonly use?
"HuH?"
20.Which attribute do you most like about women?
Confidence and Intelligence
21.What is the most painful experience for you?
Betrayal
22.What attributes do you look for a friend?
Communication and same values
23.Who is the most loved person or thing in your life?
Myself
24.How would you like to die?
In my sleep I suppose
25.What's the happiest moment in your lfie?
While in Hawaii
26.What's your motto?
I don't have one yet.. i should start thinking...
Monday, March 13, 2006
Time to make a reservation for the BoBo (Not CoCo) Paradise Hotel
Hey I'm suprised that so many of you are coming or planning to visit me.. See my jam packed schedule??
Mar 16 - Medi , Bitch and Enemy
Mar 20 - Paul
April 2 - Mr. Pang (errr Dad)
April 5/6 - Shinada (another bitch)
April 14 - Tong yee, vava and soon
It seems that March and April fully booked..for summer package... book online now! =D
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Join the NC !!!!
Mission: To promote love for oneself and to encourage one being conceited at all times
Vision: To change the world and make it revovle around oneself
Founders: Eva & Wooly
President: Eva
Vice President: Wooly
For those who share the same beliefs..join now! We're recruiting!
Haha..Joking aside...
So I was talking to a friend about love the other day.. and we starting talking about Romeo and Juliet.. I still remember that we had to read a play every semester or something whilst in AC. Sigh...I can't believe I'm saying this but I miss English Class??? Anyway... as I was saying.. Romeo is in love with the idea of love whereas Juliet is really in love with Romeo(the person).. why do we say that..coz Romeo is so romantic and all and at the beginning he was like madly in love with Rosaline..saying that he wants to die becoz of her..but coz he went to ONE party ..with a blink of an eye .. he's in love with Juliet... So being the founder of the Narcissist Club ..I would like to say I'm more of a Romeo.. head always filled with romantic illusions.... yet the person that I'm most in-love with is myself?? What r u ?? Romeo or Juliet?
Friday, March 10, 2006
Thai Food Craving...
So the weekend is coming..and my ex coworker is coming to visit..and finally someone to bring my lap-top..soon I will have internet at home.. so back to civilization!!!
Monday, March 06, 2006
Ok.. so back to normal....
Back to my dear loving friends...
I had a great weekend actually.. my coworkers gave me a bday cake... I went to Shabu Shabu and ate a LOTTA beef then went to Gossip for karaoke.. Gab got me another cake heheheheh... I do think I am wiser.. I said to myself if I drink more I would totally lose it so I got home.. Safe that is.. Then saturday I went to a home party and practiced my Putonghua. Sunday.. was just the normal laundry, cleaning , moping sorta day.. Anyway.. I had fun..
To my friends:
Mun- No worries.. I have the email comment thing set up so I can read your comments
Stupid Wren - Who's fault is it when the person who has the hotel business card just fails to give it to the driver??
Woggie - Thx.. my cup did overflow...
bowto - Come to shanghai and visit..take u to indoor snowboard place
Lun - Thanks.. and your bday coming up also bor..Happy Bday (Fishes are the best)
Jon - Thanks so much for your call too!
Friday, March 03, 2006
Older.. yessss..but am I wiser? Hmmmm......
My family actually called me last nite to wish me happy birthday.. and I keep telling them.."it's not even my birthday yet..call again tmr.."..hehe but of coz they didn't care and kept on going. It's a tradition for me to spend March 3 with my family every year, so this is something new to me.
Dear old Gabriel says he's gonna throw me a party tonite with his friends..it'll be interesting coz probably the only person that I kno in the party would be Gabriel. And it's always scarry to party with him anyways..but I will take good care of myself (hence hopefully i am wiser) .. Will let you all kno how it goes!!
Monday, February 27, 2006
Laid back weekend
Last week I did go out for 2 nites tho..once to karaoke..and once to a nice bar called "People".. 1 bottle of red wine is just $2XX.. its damn cheap..Its a must go for my wine-lover friends! I made a new friend unexpectedly ..actually she's a friend's friend who's my friend's friend.. and you kno how the story goes..the funny thing was we met unknowingly we were connected..and when we found out we couldn't stop laughing. We drank and talk talk talk in People from 7 something to 2am , it was fun.
Anyway..miss you all!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Shanghai it is ...then...
First this entry is for all my friends in HK, it was an abrupt leaving..so I'm sorry I didn't get to see all of you and my schedule was tight so I try to put everyone in. Anyway I love you all and will miss you all, please do come up to Shanghai to visit me and you will be taken good care of.
For those mean bitches and assholes who attended my party... I would like to congratulate you all on a job well done... as you may call it..i was very wasted / hammered / drunk. I forgot how I got home (I think my buddy took me home)...then both of my alarms went off but I didn't hear it..i didn't wake up until there was a huge pounding noise on my door... MASSIVE HEADACHE (the Jui sing apparently didn't work for me)... was burping chivas-tasted breathes during my ride to the airport.. then i found out during check in that i didn't bring the keys to the locks of my lugguage (yes..i had to break the locks afterwards) then I really wanted to puke during take-off. So once again, a pat on the back for those who came to murder me that nite!!! Haha
I'm quitting chronic drinking..i don't have too many brain cells left to kill...
Anyway..i wanna say I can't read my own blog coz i think China blocked it...but I can still post here..weird..
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Berlin.... Daisuke.....
I'm absoulutely at awe ... the architecture..the interior design..the product design... everything is just so damn cool. Too bad I'm leaving tmr and I hadn't enuff time to see the things that I wanted... Sigh.... Anyhoo..tmr I'll be goin to Paris..it should be great too!!!!!!
My friends in HK.. I miss u guys..and I just can't wait to party wid you all!!



Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Are you a sadist or a masochist?
I went for a drink with my friend today... she just experienced a nasty break-up. Not only did she have to deal with an impotent weak hypocrite but also a very very sneaky bitch!!! I'd say ... my friend is definitely better off now...coz the truth will set you free.
So.. do you like to inflict pain on others or do you like to be mistreated? Are you selfish or do you give unconditionally? Do you like to punish others or yourself?
There is no right or wrong answer to those questions because I'm sure you've experienced all of the above in different moments of time.
The real burning question is: "What do you feel like now in this particular moment of time?"
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Conversations of 2 Pisces and 1 Gemini
Monday, January 09, 2006
Breakfast at Tiffany's
Thursday, January 05, 2006
No more nosebleeds... pls!
Anyway.. just no more nosebleeds... pls!
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Unbearable Being of Lightness
~ It was vertigo. A heady insuperable longing to fall. We might also call vertigo the intoxication of the weak. Aware of his weakness, a man decides to give in rather than stand up to it. He is drunk with weakness, wishes to grow even weaker, wishes to fall down in the middle of the main square in front of everybody, wishes to be down, lower than down.
I guess by being weak and vulnerable and just self inflicting pain is actually a token of love sadly enough. Hey my friend, feel better! If you're feeling this shitty, it just means that you are in the wonderful realm of love.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
New Year's In Shanghai
Poon: What? $230? You're joking..I'll pay you 10
Local Chinese Shop Owner: Naw naw... u jokin!!! (with heavy chinese accent)
Then we haggled for 5 mins and yes we did the whole pretending to leave act..then the local chinese shop owner used his last resort and said "ohhhhh u so handsome..i give u better price..." and we end up paying him like $25 for the wallet
Haha it was so hilarious..then we went to go to the washroom in Marriot Hotel then we ate our early dinner at Xiao Shao Xing, where Poon had his hairy crab for the 1st time. Then we hit Xian Tian De one last time and went for a drink at Fabrique (which was totally empty btw) And we went to a nice cafe where we met Gab, Steven and Gaby. Poon ate spegatti for his 2nd dinner and he's still hungry now... PIG.. then we went to Park 97.For tmr, we're planning to have Siu Long Bao one last time..then head back home.
This was a fun trip!! I actually went to a lot of touristy places where I wouldn't have gone if I were to live here by myself..and last but not least I would just like to say one thing to Poon in conclusion "SHUDDUP!"
Monday, December 26, 2005
Slapping Happy Christmas Eve
Friday, December 23, 2005
Tiramisu
I would have a tight schedule tmr... gym plus tennis in the morning.. shoppin with wren at mong kok in da afternoon...then big xmas dinner at home...possibly clubbing at nite...
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Haagen Daz
As I was saying.. "Haagen Daz". I went there today with my girls, Biggie, Sai mun and So faye, of coz we did our girl talk, it seems ages since we were all together but it all felt so natural. I'm so excited about our 2008 AC reunion.. its gonna be unreal......urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Epitome of a Drunkard
This conversation took place at 5am in the morning after Wincy's(Da Bitch) bday party:
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
fuck
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
no wayh
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
what happened ?
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
nufin
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
no way what
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
tell me
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
nothing
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
im just a drunk
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
ha
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
how's the bday party ? rocks
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
ok lar
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
at least im not drunl
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
u said u are drunk
Matt Sir: 'I blew it...Do u think u can handle moody boss ?' says:
sigh .. u are drunk
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
im not
bobopang Oh..Ho..Ho..BbalL iS HoTTTTTT.... says:
im not durnk
Friday, November 25, 2005
Should possiblities be worse to bear than certainties?
When am I going to Shanghai for good? I have no idea, but I just know that I'll be going there on Dec 1st for about a week, hopefully I will be able to find a good apartment. The whole situation is a bit unsettling as I've been put on hold for about 3 months now, my life is stagnant. Half of my friends think that I have already left and the other half probably won't really miss me. *Sniff Sniff* Where's my farewell party?? Hehe so ok i'm exaggerating, but I really feel like I need to move on.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
And so it is..back to HK
But I did have a very interesting weekend tho ! I had a BBQ party with the whole AC crew invited.. and a couple more guests. The nite started off where Sylvia and I both drove from Jordan to my house.. where we picked up our friends.. it was going all fine..until I reached the outskirts of Sai Kung where I accidentally hit a curb and CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? ..... busted my front tire... So we drove to a gas station hoping that some guy who works there could change the tire for me. But no luck as APPARENTLY SHELL DOESN'T change tires... And as there were at least 6 drivers (spoiled brats including me)..im pretty sure.. NO ONE had a freakin clue how to change a tire..but our saviour YU KIT (HE'S DA MAN!!!!!!!!!) So he performed the meticulous task..where all the girls were doing the "ouuuuuus" and "ahhhhhhhhs" and gushing thru the whole process. After that we went to my home and had our BBQ... for some reason... I always feel safe at home and subconciously I tend to let myself go, and as we were having our various types of alchohol (Red, White, Ice Wine, Kahlua, Whiskey, Beer etc). I guess I drank it too fast... I do have a fainted recollection of playin some games with Ah him..but thats about it.. the whole nite was blank and I woke up with an empty stomach and a bruised left arm.. INTERSTING... Apparently I even bitch slapped some ppl too..that I don't remember... Anyway... that's the consequence for having a party at my house.. hehehhehehe
So the next day I went to do my hair.. I was so out of it.. and I even wore my glasses which I think I shouldn't have. It totally gives a bad perspective for my stylist to work out something for me..Anyway, she did a good job I think but it came with a pricy tab..I think I now officially declare bankrupcy... errrrrrrrrrrr
Exlcusive Clip of Da Man himself...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Walking through the Appleby Gates.... or just Gate??!!!

Baillie House.. Shit I think my heart just stopped for a minute there..

Back of Baillie.. Did I say I wanted to run into my old room already?.. I still remember the day I first lay my eyes on this place...
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Tim Horton's
But tommorrow would be interesting.. back to Appleby again..this time Cindy and I will both wear our Appleby ties..it will be intersting!! Wait for photos ... hehe

Fall in Toronto.. Mesmerizing..

Lovely Afteroon..
Readin a book under the benches..
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Back to Toronto
And now I'm back in Toronto.. and driving a Hyndai.. I seriously I think I would get blown off the 401 if the winds get any stronger. Last night I went to "Go for Tea" in Richmond Hill with Vera, and we had a wonderful time chatting and as I recall we never met anywhere outside Red Box?? haha Anyhoo it was fun and I'm looking forward to hanging out this weekend....
Oh God..

None the less, I did have a blast!!!!!! Thats Kennan on the right..
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Eva does Montreal
That, however, is another story altogether. All I can say is, those bedsheet stains will be impossible to remove.
So, for those of you who have never set foot in the city of Montreal before, let me say this: if you love tits, and you love ass, and you love french pussy, well, really there is no better place to be. So yes, after Alto's, we began our romp of the city, hopping from bar to bar, waitress to waitress. And now we are here: in our hotel room, pre-drinking with a healthy combination of vodka, cold poutine, and Red Bull. Don't forget Kronenbourg - French beer originally brewed in 1664, which is pretty much the average number of drinks Eva downs in an hour. I haven't seen her in prolly 6 to 8 years but she's still a menace to society and an addict to the Smirnoff. Her one weakness in life, however, will always be her "hoong meen" that is in full effect tonight. Later on, we will visit a club and realize the full potential of our old pedophile perversions. Poon just took a shit, but as he states, it was not as big as the one he took in Super Sex last night. Yes, read that sentence again, Poon took a shit in Super Sex - most likely the lowest point in his life except for the time he fucked that midget in the cowboy hat. Well, at least he never made out with his own sister, as Chuey did. And yes, Chuey has a very hot, very asian, sister. On that note, we shall end this post, as Eva seems to be waking up and will not appreciate us blogging on her site. Happy Halloween, and Je me souviens!
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Road Trip Montreal
And so it is... Poon, Chueeey and I are on a road trip to Montreal... what the hell?? can you believe it? I can't!!!!. I was in Appleby yesterday and I got tricked into taking a picture ...Anyway.. I saw so many teachers.. I was sooo happy.. i saw bysouth, dobson, sewell, zuke, cutie, kuyper, tilley, ERIN CATER , its just so amazing. I had no idea how much I was missing Appleby since I went back. Everything felt so so familiar but then I felt so misplaced at the same time. Sigh... how i wish i was in Appleby studying... forever...
Montreal is great... Poon is kinda sick..but me and Chu.. we're drinking it up..anyway I hope Poutine would make Poon better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Let's go Lakers Let's go...
Kobe Bryant scored 25 points Friday to lead the Lakers to a 109-93 win over visiting Charlotte. Chris Mihm and Brian Cook chipped in with 14 points apiece and Kwame Brown added 11.
Hohoho.. so last night I went to a Laker's game...and luved it. Wooly hooked us up with amazing seats. Hmmm.. I wonder if Shanghai has NBA TV... oh well.

Dunk it....!!!!!
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Turkey Istanbul
Yes.. so we arrived at Sulvanmet in 6am but we had no sign of Tim...he was supposed to meet us in the Bus Stop... (I'm sorry Tim.. we didn't mean to trick u to come with us to Istanbul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
We went to search for Hostels and so we ended up with Mavi Guesthouse.. It was a pretty nice deal.. with breakfast included... I showered...and tried to get ready.. but for some reason .. my eyes were like burning...and it felt like hell.. so I went for breakfast and hoped it felt better.. but it didn't .. so I went back to the hostel and took a power nap for like 2 hrs.. and I got like a fever in between during my sleep..then we were off to the Blue Mosque.. it was quite an experience .. very peaceful and it was Ramadan also. After that we went to the "Grand Bazaar" . I thought I did quite well on bargaining..after that we went to a very n ice Turkish Bath place.. it was amazing..and tit actually cured my cold!!!!! Lastly we went to the Ramadan festival near the Blue Mosque and we ate a lot!
2nd day at Istanbul, we woke up and went to Hagia Sphia, it was a special place with lots of art pieces.. i think it was my favourite place in Istanbul. Then we walked to Egypt Plaza..and we walked on the bridge to the New European side of Istanbul during sunset. It was a coincidence that we walked into an art gallery on our way back to home, we walked in... bought a few post cards for a very resonable price ..and ended up having dinner with the artist painter and enjoyed their Ramadan meal with them. Again, we went to Turkish bath for one last time coz it was so so enjoyable, then we went to have Turkish Pipe with the ppl we met in the art gallery .. and lastly we went to an exlusive club called "dali"... danced danced and dance.. what a way to finish our trip....... ne.. mariko chan.. ehhhhhhhh.. samishi yooo...
To conclude.. this trip was a great experience for me.. mostly becoz of the ppl I met during it.. Eventho I didn't get the emails of most of them. We were at the same place in the same time..and our paths crossed.. we inspired one another with our own stories..and that was truly the most amazing part of it.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Turkey Cappadocia
Next day in Cappadoccia, we joined a local tour which starts at 9:30am, first we went to see the Panoramic View of Goreme which was breathtaking, then we went to a Underground city where people would hide and stay during wars in old days. Then we had a short hike in Ihlara Valley and it was beautiful... I loved it!!! Then lunch at the end of the valley. We then went to Selime to see the star-wars "look alike" site and Avanos for some shopping where I bought something special for Saimun, but I seriously think I got a TOURIST price for that. Lastly, we went to see the fairy chimneys which is so cute!! But they look like my most hated enemy..... mushrooms...
Last day in Cappadocia, Mariko , Tim (an aussie we met during the tour) and I went for a hike in Pigeon Valley which was amazing and the hike actually took us to Uchisar where we had an amazingly cheap buffet lunch, I think it was the first time that Mariko and I ate so so much!!! Then after lunch we visited the castle in Uchisar, and Tim went back to Goreme coz he decided to go with us to Istanbul, so Mariko and I continued to walk the Honey Valley and White Valley. The hike may not have as much lovely landscapes to see but it was great. I have never felt so free coz I couldn't see any other living person from miles and miles away, for a moment it felt like I owned the whole Cappadocia..the best feeling anyone can have I spose....
and so to to final destination ..Istanbul....
Turkey Pamukale
And so we were off to Pamukale, it took a 3 hr bus ride and I was in the most unconfortable seat but still I slept most of the way. At first it was raining, but then the sun came out, Mariko and I decided to visit Pamukale today eventho we would be in the town the whole day tmr coz we were afraid that it will rain. So we walked up the white calcium mineral roads and it was very very very painful and it was even more more more painful on the way down. But it was ok, coz it was beautiful. We soaked our feets in the warm thermal water while watching the sunset. I must say it was a bit of a disappointment as from the postcards that I have seen, the site is not as beautiful as before most probably because of the massive tourists.
The next day in Pamukale we just chilled in a cafe with a panoramic view of it and slept in it for the whole afternoon. How relaxing!!

Travertines

The view on top with the sun rays
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Turkey Kusadasi Ephesus
At first we were supposed to meet this guy for Artemis Inn but he came late so then we went to this other inn which I was glad! We had our first taste of Apple tea... and it was delicious!!! We walked around town for a bit and cooked some wonderful pasta for our dinner. And in the common lounge I meet a lot of ppl from all around the world, it was wonderful and I feel like a true backpacker now.
Later then, Mariko and I had a game of pool .. which we pretty much sucked at..and it took over an hour to finish the game..but while we were playing, we met a wonderful couple , most definitely the cutest I've ever met. And they invited us to go dancing with them and the inn manager "Apo" which was great fun!!! I justed loved hanging around the couple coz they just had an aura of happiness and love and just lookin at them makes me feel happy too!!
And so it goes... we partied too hard that nite and we woke up late..and went to Ephesus during the afternoon, the light was good for taking pictures.. but it was still amazing to walk the ruins. Mariko had her wonderful performance of singing in an ancient theatre...and she did well .. hehe
