Berlin.... Daisuke.....

I love Berlin
I'm absoulutely at awe ... the architecture..the interior design..the product design... everything is just so damn cool. Too bad I'm leaving tmr and I hadn't enuff time to see the things that I wanted... Sigh.... Anyhoo..tmr I'll be goin to Paris..it should be great too!!!!!!
My friends in HK.. I miss u guys..and I just can't wait to party wid you all!!

Are you a sadist or a masochist?

I'd say be neither!

I went for a drink with my friend today... she just experienced a nasty break-up. Not only did she have to deal with an impotent weak hypocrite but also a very very sneaky bitch!!! I'd say ... my friend is definitely better off now...coz the truth will set you free.

So.. do you like to inflict pain on others or do you like to be mistreated? Are you selfish or do you give unconditionally? Do you like to punish others or yourself?

There is no right or wrong answer to those questions because I'm sure you've experienced all of the above in different moments of time.

The real burning question is: "What do you feel like now in this particular moment of time?"

Conversations of 2 Pisces and 1 Gemini

I was quite upset last nite..but the real bobopang cheered me up.. she is the bestest and sweetest pet any person can have. I found myself unloading a lot of my stress to my Pisces and Gemini friend today, for some reason it made me feel relieved. Happiness is an intangible item, together with love also. I suppose no one can really control when to love or when to feel happy, but i guess you can always try to deal and cope when tables turn or when there is disappointment.. Anyway I'm rambling...

Breakfast at Tiffany's

The story line is very very plain and pretty much expected, its about 2 gold diggas falling for eachother and finds true love at the end. But I must say this ranks as one of my favourite movies for a lot of reasons, such as: good cinematorgraphy, great art direction and absolute divine styling (I have never seen anyone wear an oversized tuxedo shirt like audrey hepburn..not to mention the tiffany jewlery and the signature black dress with the very hepburn hair styling) and of coz what else..hello???? Audrey Hepburn... boy .. I've never seen her in a movie before but she is breathe taking... a great actress.. I've never seen a superficial money crazed dumb blonde look so lovable. And how about the song "Moon River".. sigh.. it just makes me gasps... I actually tried to look for my guitar so that I can try to play this song...Unfortunately my guitar is no where to be found..I think I've lost it...Anyway.. I have never had such a craving for a piece of Tiffany's jewellery like this before.. this movie is a brain-washer... hmmmm.. I do need a ring.. since I've lost my favorite one.........

No more nosebleeds... pls!

Today I was supposed to go to ENT specialist and dentist, but turns out I couldn't go to the dentist coz i had a tiny procedure this morning. I have been having constant nosebleeds for about 3 weeks, hence I decided to see the doctor. At first when the doc was examining me, he saw the blood vessels and we both decided just to try to put some medical cream on it and just see if it gets better. Whilst the examination was over and we were talkin, I immediately had a nosebleed, so he asked me to go to the other room and it was decided I should best have the procedure immediately. Actually during the examination, he sprayed my nose with a light sedative with a label which wrote "10% coccaine" on it. Hmmmm..so that's how coke feels like... Anyway, before the procedure he gave me another sedative so that I won't feel the burning electrifying pain. The nurse asked me to wait in the room to let the sedative kick in and she was kindly enuff to bring me some newspapers to read. But after like 5 mins, I was already face down on the desk sleeping. Then I had the procedure where the doc would stick some electrifying burning thing up my nose to cluster the blood vessels. He assured me that I should not have any problems for at least a couple years.. how comforting...sigh..

Anyway.. just no more nosebleeds... pls!

Unbearable Being of Lightness

Just talkin to one of my friends on relationships randomly today, its weird how when we love someone and things aren't really going the way they're supposed to, ppl would like to crash and burn, like make the situation more worse then it is and pretty much self destruct. And oddly enough I was just reading my fave book (I haven't finished it but its my fave book already) and it goes

~ It was vertigo. A heady insuperable longing to fall. We might also call vertigo the intoxication of the weak. Aware of his weakness, a man decides to give in rather than stand up to it. He is drunk with weakness, wishes to grow even weaker, wishes to fall down in the middle of the main square in front of everybody, wishes to be down, lower than down.

I guess by being weak and vulnerable and just self inflicting pain is actually a token of love sadly enough. Hey my friend, feel better! If you're feeling this shitty, it just means that you are in the wonderful realm of love.

New Year's In Shanghai

Shanghai Trip wid Poon was awesome eventho he claims that I was the worst tourguide ever. WHATEVER.... 1st day we went to eat Siu Long Bao..which was delicious..went to Yu Yuan where I bargained 2 "love" T-shirts for him (Yes it screams GAY) then we went to Ji Xi to have dinner with Gab, mmmmmm ... i love the fish head... so yummy.. then we went to Mint which was a pretty nice laid back club. 2nd day we had San Geen Bao.. then went shopping at Nan Jing Road and we went to the Bund which was pretty cool..later that nite we went to Bar Rouge for count down.. where I lost some memory ... hmmmm... Apparently we were ditched by a taxi driver to an unknown district.. and I was struggling to tell the other taxi driver where our hotel was... I just kept saying SHUDDUP to Poon (I kno I kno.. worst tourguide ever) Anyway we did get home safely..No more hardcore drinking for me! 3rd day we woke up really late and we met up Sai Mun, Him , Jason and Alice.. went to the Pearl Tower..then went shopping at Huai Hai Road..then Poon and I went to have a manicure..(He he... he has shiny nails now) after that we met them up again for dinner at Xin Tian De..then we pampered ourselves with a full package massage.. so nice!!! And for today we went to People's Square and the nicer part of Nan jing road for more shopping and we went to Xiang Yang Market to do some haggling, and whilst we were trying to buy a wallet for Chu:

Poon: What? $230? You're joking..I'll pay you 10
Local Chinese Shop Owner: Naw naw... u jokin!!! (with heavy chinese accent)

Then we haggled for 5 mins and yes we did the whole pretending to leave act..then the local chinese shop owner used his last resort and said "ohhhhh u so handsome..i give u better price..." and we end up paying him like $25 for the wallet

Haha it was so hilarious..then we went to go to the washroom in Marriot Hotel then we ate our early dinner at Xiao Shao Xing, where Poon had his hairy crab for the 1st time. Then we hit Xian Tian De one last time and went for a drink at Fabrique (which was totally empty btw) And we went to a nice cafe where we met Gab, Steven and Gaby. Poon ate spegatti for his 2nd dinner and he's still hungry now... PIG.. then we went to Park 97.For tmr, we're planning to have Siu Long Bao one last time..then head back home.

This was a fun trip!! I actually went to a lot of touristy places where I wouldn't have gone if I were to live here by myself..and last but not least I would just like to say one thing to Poon in conclusion "SHUDDUP!"