@#$%^&*()_

Nice... after the incident this afternoon, in which i sat in the office the whole afternoon in pork soup pants...
Now..just moments ago.. i spilt red wine on my white carpet...

·#￥%……—*（）——

Whine Whine Whine.......

Its been a while since I've updated my blog. But I just had to write something today.. First of all, Fu%*(&*, Fu*T&)(, Fu&%$*&^%!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I spilled my soup on to my keyboard, keyboard drawer, floor and my diesel jeans.. I look like I peeied in my pants..God its so retarded.. I tried to clean it up but it still has the fucking smell lingering in my cubicle..rrrrrrrrghgh ..and wearing wet pants while working isn't fun.. urghhhhhhh

Cigarettes and Coffee

Directed by Jim Jarmusch "Cigarettes and Coffee"

Quote of the day
The beauty of quitting is, now that I've quit, I can have one, 'cause I've quit....

Butterflies and Hurricanes

"Butterflies And Hurricanes" - MUSE

change,everything you are
and everything you were
your number has been called
fights, battles have begun
revenge will surely come
your hard times are ahead

best,you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and you use this chance to be heard
your time is now

change,everything you are
and everything you were
your number has been called
fights and battles have begun
revenge will surely come
your hard times are ahead

best,you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and you use this chance to be heard
your time is now
don't,let yourself down
don't let yourself go
your last chance has arrived

best,you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and you use this chance to be heard
your time is now

What are you waiting for? Just do whatever you're destined to do in life. Move it.. GO...Act now

Revolution... starts wid me

"Two nations between whom there is no intercourse and no sympathy..... Who are as ignorant of each other habits, thoughts, and feelings as if they were inhabits of different planets"
Sybil - 1845

This quote was written to express the escalating gap between the rich and poor during the industrial revolution. And I must say, it quite represents what I am experiencing now, no.. I'm not saying that I'm rich or something. Working in China is a very difficult task, I often find myself working with staff who seems like they are on an other planet. Its quite hard to break the normal conformation, expectations and mindframe. Its may sound like a simple task.. "To Motivate"... but how can you "Shift a paradigm?" and also..how long would it take? I don't know it is possible or how long it would take...but i'm commited to change this....

Robo...bobo??

My tiger is so pretty la
















Robot Museum






























































4th trip to Japan this year..It's always good to just take off and go to somewhere that nobody knows you..i love the vending machines.. love the cleaness. Went to Robot Museum in Nagoya.. I think I found the kid in me again.. actually I still act like a kid most of the time anyway...So who do you like NP 5357, Laugh Rough or Nico??

Play play playyyyyyyyyy

So party party with So faye and Yui...Fun times as always...
I will remember "Sam See Chow Mei" , "Zhe Me Man!!!!!!!!!!" and "Calm doooooooooown.. you're fine... Calm down"
















Attica - New Club in Shanghai




















Shanghai 6th Biennale Hyper Design Julian Opie - UK




















my hairy crab...

Photozzzzzz

Started to take more photos again.... Yey!!!!!!!!!!

Shoot Shoot ShoooooooooooooooooooooT

Snap Snap SNNNNNNNNNAaaap

Siu Keung + me @ Hung Keung installation (Bund 3)

Excellant Brunch at Jean Georges

Funny Wedding Candies from colleagues

Time is Running - Muse

Time is Running - Muse

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will bet he death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you upbut I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this
you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this

Bitter Sweet Symphony

Bitter Sweet Symphony - The Verve

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Your a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

No change, I can't change I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change I can't change
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the things meet yeah

You know I can't change, I can't change I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,no, no, no
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
That you've ever been down
That you've ever been down

What can I say..its one of my all time favorites..came across it recently again. And it still feels the same..Coldplay.. Keane.. can't compare..

Da bitch of all Bitches

Anyway, so I went on this “GUILT TRIP” last last Wednesday, I flew to Tokyo just to see Madonna's last concert of her tour. Nooooooooo… Im not a rich bitch.. it was just one of those things that I did spontaneously ..a spur of the moment decision..and now I’m knee high in debt. Hence, I feel guilty. The show was pretty amazing, eventho she was like the size of my finger tip from the seat that I were at, Yup..they cost about USD150 too. Everyone was enjoying the show, and I can't help but think to myself, wow..its Madonna, the bitch of all bitches, the whore of all whores. So they estimated that for one concert she makes USD 100million?? GOD..she's even a more marketable brand than Coke and Mc D's. 2 hours of singing and dancing and 100mil? And of course she was fashionably late but no one cared coz she was “Madonna”. Boy..life is just unfair.

On top of the tickets, air tickets, food etc, of coz I overindulged myself thru shopping .. Urgh…another example of totally zero self restrain.
Sigh.. if only I said “..It's just Madonna” instead of “OMG..Madonna concert??” when my hairstylist was telling me that she was going to Tokyo 4 weeks ago. Turn back time…


My shit from Japan Trip..Damn you Madonna ...DAMNNNNN you

HKG makes bobo very very sick...

Drinking is bad for you... I kno.. or do I? So this was my schedule during my stay..

• 9/29 - Drink till 3am in Census
• 9/30 - Karoke party, drink till 5am
• 10/1 - BBQ party at my home, drink till 3am
• 10/2 - Drink till 2am at TST
• 10/3 - Stayed home coz had an intense fever
• 10/4 - Dinner with dwin
• 10/5 - Drinks in CWB, went to sugar afterwards
• 10/6 - Karoke party, drink till dawn..Arghhhhhh
• 10/7 - Drink till 4am in CWB

Except for the 2 days that I was extremely sick, I had alchohol in my system...not too good..I'm still sick. Well.. I think most of you will agree the highlight of my trip was prolly my bbq, sylvia and I had a recap of the bbq that lasted an hour.. and after talking to more and more friends who came to my BBQ, I found out more things that occured..hrmmmmMMmm. I apparently did the following, bit a few ppl (first I lure them in by giving em kisses, then I make the killer bite), kick fought with Wincy (I didn't remember that, but she showed me bruises the other day, and I had some too), threw cups over the fence..one was apparently still full and it splashed on Sylvia's face, she shouted profanity at me, then I just ran away, I also hopped around, jumping about like a monkey for over an hour, kicked AND threw some chairs .. I heard I broke it too, someone told me I was talkin to myself one point... From what I heard, I put on a pretty good show for all my guests, I'm actually very lovable as a raving lunatic. And you know what ppl, my dad told me the other day that we were REALLY REALLY LOUD...lols...and the neighbour gave me a nasty look when I said Hi the next morning.
Anyhoo...then I got really really sick... shivered and quivered for 2 days...poor me!..But I couldn't stop drinking..so keep going out admidst of my sickness...

I just wanna say ONE thing....

"Yeah!!!!!!!"

My zero tolerance for taxi drivers that snubs you for no reason

Okay.. those of you who know me well. KNOS that I'm quite an impatient person.

Things that I hate include:

• Waiting for mainland waiters
• Waiting outside a restaurant
• Waiting to make a consensus decision(even with a bunch of best frds)..Geez just move on already
• Getting my schedule or plans changed abrubtly (My hairstylist likes to change my appointments a lot, and sometimes my friends say they're at one place..but they didn't tell me that they switch venues)
• Waiting for ppl in GENERAL ...i think..

But what I most hate and I just can't bring myself to tolerate are fucking cab drivers that snub you.
So this happened in the afternoon...

Background: I just finished accompanying my client to go shopping (sooo boring)..and he was in a rush to attend a conference..and I was in a rush to go back to the office..and needless to say it was during rush hour where we were on the busiest street in Shanghai

Me: Would you please take him to the Shangrila in Pudong
(Peeping thru the side window..to help my non-chinese speaking client give directions)

Cab guy: No

Me: What?? Excuse me? The Shangrila in Pudong.. its near the hyatt..

Cab guy: I'm not going there... I don't know the way
(Rude tone)

Me: What??? Don't tell me that you don't know how to go to Pudong..
(Aggrivated)

Cab guy: I don't know
(A lying tone)

Me: That's impossible ..how can you not know how to go to Pudong? This is Shanghai..and you don't know how to drive to Pudong?
(Bitch mode)

Cab guy: Well..if I dont' know then I don't know
(Sarcastic and full of himself tone.. which everyone knows he's lying)

Me: THAT'S ricidulous..is that your number? (Pointing to his taxi driving plate located in the front seat..coz you can complain about the driver if you're not satisfied with the service)

Cab guy: Oh ..you want to see it..here..here..remember it..(Pulls out the plate..and shows me)
(Sarcastic..and impolitely of course)

Me: Fine... Fine.. Don't worry..I'm copying it right now.. Don't worry..I won't forget to copy your liscense plate too
(Going a bit psycho bitch here...punchin in his number in my phone)

Cab guy: ..............

Me: Yeah..i got it already.. now take off.. "Zou le!!!"
(Giving him the finger simultaneously)

But of coz..like almost instantly after I gave him the finger....I immediately regreted it as I just zapped myself into reality again and realized that .. yes.. my client was standing beside me the whole time.. I'm sure he didn't understand what we were saying but I'm pretty sure he understood the finger..***Okay now.. you guys can stop shaking your heads in disapproval..*** I mean when u're in the moment..

Me to Client: I'm sorry ...but that guy was just being an asshole..
(To wrap up my behaviour..in an embarrassed but still pissed tone)

Yeah...well..2043364..you heard me.. FUCK YOU..

I killed a roach today....

I killed a cochroach today.... =(
it was the scarriest thing...one of the vices living alone...normally in this situation..i would just tell somebody and my family members will kill it. But since im living alone today.. i pondered if i should just leave it alone for like half an hour..then i decided that i should kill it. (For sanitary reasons of coz)

Of coz I was screaming when i was pounding it with the toliet brush or whatever its called... the worst part was that I had to pick it up with a kleenex. I don't know if it was my paranoia or what but I swear it was moving when I was picking it up. I just yelled and threw it in the toliet of the guest bathroom. I don't think I'm going there for a while..EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

and EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Stupid Drunk...Poonstar..Poonbear...

Poon and I have always been mean and sarcastic towards eachother, and we'd often exchange sneering remarks. We're like teenage siblings that hate eachother. Anyway, I've noticed that Poon gets more bitchy and aggressive when he's drunk and I've decided to document his harrassments and go public with it.

Labour Day Weekend MSN chat conversation

bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
yawwwwwwwn
Wren: Goodbye Agassi! :
fuck
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:
i'm so fucking meat drunk
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
its sunday
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
whats wrong wid u
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:
it's labour day
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:duh
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:BBQ weekend
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
ohhhhhhhhh
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
whoops
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
so u're having a bbq?
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:
YEA
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:
dumbass
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:
fuck
Wren: Goodbye Agassi!:
you're so dumb
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
SHUDDDUP
Wren: meat drunk:
you shutup, you stupid cell-phone losing bimbo
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang???:
the aggressive sarcastic poon is back
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
u ARE drunk
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
i want a steak
Wren: meat drunk:
come here then
Wren: meat drunk:
i just ate a carne asada steak
Wren: meat drunk:
and some sausages
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
whos here?
Wren: meat drunk :
and also had about 20 wings
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
wooly back yet?
Wren: meat drunk :
no
Wren: meat drunk :
fucking customs btiches
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
i want wings
Wren: meat drunk :
come over
Wren: meat drunk:
the door is open
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
do u have enuff liquer tho
Wren: meat drunk :
yeah
Wren: meat drunk :
i just made a bunch of margaritas
Wren: meat drunk :
triple sec and jose cuervo
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
yummmmmmmmm
Wren: meat drunk :
have about 12 bottles of wine on my rack in the kitchen
Wren: meat drunk :
and a couple beers
Wren: meat drunk :
fuck
Wren: meat drunk :
come over
Wren: meat drunk :
you stupid bitch
Wren: meat drunk :
you're so fucking useless
Wren: meat drunk :
get your ass over here
Wren: meat drunk :
and drink w/ me
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
lols......
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
yey..i want to
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
i need to document u're drunken sarcastic harrasments..ill save this converation
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
anybody else that i kno is here?
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
mossam?
Wren: meat drunk :
your mom is here
Wren: meat drunk :
and your dad too
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
wtf
Wren: meat drunk:
they are drunk
Wren: meat drunk :
i think they're making out in the bathroom right now
Wren: meat drunk :
fuck
Wren: meat drunk :
they're so noisy
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
dude don't go there man
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
gonna slap you good when i see u next time..even when im not drunk
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
yea?
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
bring it on bitch
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
s
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
you're a pussy
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
that's the best you can do?
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
slap me over msn?
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
bah
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
i thought you were better than that pang
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
obviously i thought wrong
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
lols...go back to hk during october..i'll be back by then
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
i can't
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
sorry
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
you have to come here
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
why can't u? just get a ticket
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
cuz
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
i dont want to get deported
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang???:
why would u get deported for going to HK
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
cuz
Wren: BBQ meat drunk:
i'm a pirate
Wren: BBQ meat drunk 说:
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
matey!
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
lols.. this is funny ..u stupid idiot
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
you're an idiot
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :tu es idiote
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
hey take some pics
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
of u're party
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
why
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
so you can look at them?
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
screw you
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
you fucking whore
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
i hate you and your nihilistic ways
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
fuck
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :
i'm gonna make a martini
Wren: BBQ meat drunk :brb
bobopang really really wants a stethoscope..like really..haha..sounds like pangpangpang??? :
i hope u don't puke

After that..its like another hour of meaningless mocking...i mean.. come on.. how could i NOT bitch slap this guy????

I mean what's crazy anyways....

Crazy - Gnarls Barkley

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that phase.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much

Does that make me crazy
Does that make me crazy
Does that make me crazy
Probably

And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control

Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me

My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limb
And all I remember is thinking, I want to be like them
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die when I'm done

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe you're crazy
Maybe we're crazy
Probably

I mean..what's normal anyways? Craziness to me is like being trapped and submerged in your own thoughts. Everybody goes thru that sometimes, I don't think I'm normal and I'm proud of it.

And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are??
Ha ha ha bless your soul...
You really think you're in control???

PS. Check out the vid.. amazing graphics..totally in sync wid da song

I want a stethoscope

I want a stethoscope....
I want to listen to my heart..and see how it murmurs..and beats differently from other ppl..
I want to hear what my heart says...

Body Check up....hrmmm...

Went to my check up today... coz every foreigner who works in Shanghai apparently has to do a body check up. Of coz I was frowning and looking away while they took my blood and all that. But weird thing was I found out that I had Sinus Irregularity and Heart Murmurs. Sinus irregularity is apparently pretty regular..but heart murmurs may be an indication of heart disease...

What Is a Heart Murmur?
A heart murmur is an extra or unusual sound heard during your heartbeat. Murmurs range from very faint to very loud and sometimes sound like a whooshing or swishing noise. Normal heartbeat sounds—"lub-DUPP" or "lub-DUB"—are the valves closing as blood moves through the heart. (Go to the How the Heart Works section for more information about how a normal heart works.)
A heart murmur is not a disease; it is a sound that the doctor hears with a stethoscope. It may be normal, or it could be a sign that something may be wrong. Most heart murmurs are harmless. Some are signs of heart problems, especially if other signs or symptoms of a heart problem are present.

Types of Murmurs

Innocent (harmless) murmurs
A person with an innocent murmur has a normal heart and usually has no other signs or symptoms of a heart problem. Innocent murmurs are common in healthy children.

Abnormal murmurs
A person with an abnormal murmur usually has other signs or symptoms of a heart problem. Most abnormal murmurs in children are due to congenital heart defects—heart defects present at birth. In adults, abnormal murmurs are most often due to heart valve problems caused by infection, disease, or aging.


I think the most rational reason for my heart murmurs is that im a healthy child???!!!
YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Untitledddddddd la

It seems that work has just infiltrated my life entirely lately...always on the phone even during midnite..went to work saturday. I played some golf afterwards..... whenever I play golf..my right side of my back hurts..i guess its coz of my posture or something. Anyhoo.. went to an italian restaurant Cameo then went to Pier One..I really liked that place...I liked the view of overlookin the park with a nice pond. Very relaxing.. By looking at a view like that..I could just stare at it ..and just blank out.. and that was nice..coz too many things have been on my mind lately.
Well today I woke up at like 3.. read some magazines and did a little bit of sudoku..then went out to grab some beer..then watched the Fiba China vs Greece game wid siu keung.. the best thing was we ordered PIZZA!!!!!! Beer, pizza and the game..great..eventho China did lose but it was fun to watch...After that I went for a massage.. I dunno why every time after a massage.. i like loose my balance and wobble about like im drunk or something..anyway my back is better now......

Work Hard.. Play Harrrrrrder

So I had 10 ppl visiting me last weekend..Craziness...Anyway..Thanks to Des, Grace, Wincy, Web, Bow Bow, Fi, Kan, Wendy, Stanley and Yui for coming to see me..I had one of my best weekends in Shanghai ever.

Highlights

• Drinking till 5 in the morning everyday, Sunday nite was the worst, started at 5pm drank red wine, white wine, went to Jap restaurant, drank sake, plum wine, beer, then went to Grand Hyatt and drank red wine and grolsh..then went back to home and drank champagne. Had a splitting headache..Passed out and forgot to say bye to Yui.
• Stayin in a nice VIP room in Bar Rouge.. How nice...Happy Bday Dean!!!
• Seeing Yui (Haven't seen this guy since graduation... 8 years!!!!!! I feel old)
• Got money thrown at my face by my good frd Bow Bow
• Almost losing my new phone within 24hrs (Now I have a rewards plan, my buddies say will buy me a free K600i if I don't lose my new phone in 2 months..judging from what I did..they think its a safe bet)
• Seeing funny drunks..Bow Bow, Yui and my enemy Web (They were yelling "Pizza..Pizza ..Pizza" at 3am..starting a riot..and I had to say "Fuck..I told you like a million times..its freakin closed")

Can't wait to party like that again..tee hee!!!!!!!! Wait for Guo Xing la.. I'll be back!!

Some picszz

Hee hee..me and my fave new hat!!

Happy Bday Dean!! @ Bar rouge

Haven't seen Yui for 8 years..Until October then!! HK awaits...

Beware of the yellow one..harrasses waiters, other customers and friends when drunk in restaurants..

Reinforcement is HERE....

Current status: Suprised and overwhelmed...

I guess as the saying goes..if a door closes ..there's always a window of opportunity for something greater. Lately I've been having a lot of "windows"..i'm just on a roll and have a struck of luck. I can't believe that I'm doing this well here in just half a year, considering that I've been struggling so much at the start. I feel like I have full support and back up and now I just have to live up to expections (for others and myself of coz)

This is what I wanted ..what i yearned..what i strived for.. so no looking back .. no nothing..so just go.. and live it up.

AYEEEE mate..in IREland

Oh it was a quick trip.. I arrived to Cork airport around midnite..checked in the hotel..checked my emails..waited for the SHA office to open..sent some more emails and went to bed around 3am..woke up at 9am..headed out. So I heard that Kinsale was a nice town by the sea..so I just asked to front desk to the nearest bus station ..then waitied..the people in Ireland are generally REALLY nice.. I kinda forgot how cultivated human beings can be.. a couple of ppl chatted me up while I was waiting for the bus and the bus station manager even made sure I got on the right bus. How nice..

I arrived to Kinsale half an hour later..walked around a bit..it was really a relaxing place..and they had a Farmer's market that day which was just lovely.. a lot of homemade food.. cheese..pies..jam..meat loaf..hummus..crepes.. all the food u can get. There were 2 musicians playing jazz in the corner..so the place was like sooo decent and relaxing..there was this little kid dancing along too.. Sooo cute.. (Check the clip) Anyway..after grabbing some food I got a can of Druids Premium Irish Cider...It was quite nice..after that I waited to get on the bus to head back...

Eventho it was just 2 hrs in this little town..but it felt great..it felt different..I mean..the world is a vast place and sometimes when u think you're trapped or cagged..u just have to kno what santuaries are prolly just hours away.

Anyhoo.. enjoy the pics

Farmer's Market and Roasted Potatoes ...MmMMmMMmmm

Lovely Streets of Kinsale, Ireland

Me fooling around wid the cam in the cabin w/c

Yay Metric!!!!!!!!!!! Here's another....

Monster Hospital - Metric

monster hospital

can you please release me?

you hold my hands down,

i've been bad.

you hold my arms down,

i've been bad. i've been bad, i've been bad.

i fought the war but the war wonmonster movie,

daddy warbucks up against bobby fuller

and he beat him hands downlead in the headput a little lead in his head.

i fought the war but the war won't stop for the love of god.

i fought the war but the war won

*This post is dedicated to Wooly's, wren's and USA's band...and all indie luvaaaaaaas... Luva Luva U!

Own or be owned?

"Handshakes" - Metric

Say you wanna get in
And then you wanna get out
When you get the money
To buy yourself a castle
How will you wear your leisure
Zipper back and front
On the fence together
Weekends in leather
Flip to the right
Slip back to the left
For handshakes at the ranch
Small talk at the crossroads
Rubbing up to the ladder
Sucking on every rung
Coming up forever and hanging on
That's entertainmentWhen the cameras roll
Can you face the pavementFor a happy dog and pony show
Everybody loves you baby
Of course they do
Do you miss me
I miss you

Buy this car to drive to work
Drive to work to pay for this car

Can't and Won't deal...

Been dealing with some drama lately.. I didn't do anything wrong here. I mean I'm a complicated individual myself and I have trouble handling my own thoughts, I don't like to be sucked into other ppls drama.

It's just not me...

PUMP IT - Black Eye Peas Concert in Shanghai

BEP rocked da house!!!!!!!! And Taboo was so H-O-T!
Eventho I hated the cheap plastic seats in the stadium, but no one was sitting down anywayz. There was like NO AC..or maybe they did and it was way to stuffy.. I had like cold sweat during the whole show.
No doubt I was pumped after the show..then went to Wynn Win..er...mistake..coz I forgot that they played house. Anyways.. did get the dancing out of my system.

The break up

So you left me..or perhaps it was my fault as I should have been more devoted and caring. We just met for 2 months.. but you were different..and I was kinda picturing a long lasting relationship with you. OH GOD.. its heartbreaking..I'm not the same person without you.. I am totally lost without you..but you are probably already in someone else's arms right now. I guess I would need some time to get over you and move on to another..but I think I'm still in denial...

Oh how I miss you ..my Sharp SX 903..and your nice white exterior with your amazing inner qualities of 300 mega pixels , high def screen and 3G capabilities..

P.S. Don't ask me how I'm doing.. Don't give me the 3rd degree... Just give me your freaking number...

I love........我爱。。。。

I love....bringing my buddy the bday cake with my cap pulled down and giving her a great scare and suprise...

我爱。。跟住醉鬼匆入男次。。再比direction。。“等阵。。hold住。。右边。。右边。。Sink盘个倒！！ 喂喂喂。。Alvin。。快D收番埋拒先啦！！”

I love....seeing 60+ friends all together..talking ..having a blast..drinking..LOLS.. i felt like I was in Cheers coz everybody knew my name..

我爱。。同Dwin Dwin猪see完concert。。然后吃野。。又同一时间讲同一句说话。。JINXXXXX

I love.... driving my little Camry...(Driving all the way to Lau fau shan for seafood is even better...Yum)

我爱。。亚B（姐姐既小可爱）同肥猪（哥哥既小可爱）。。

I love... my 20/20 vision...coz no smog and pollution makes bobo see very very very clear!!!!!!

我爱。。去TST剪头发。。嗯。。今次特别开心。。

I love...all my friends..and their friendly cuddles....

我爱。。三人大混战（篮球..nothing else)。。赌春卷！赢左！！Eat dirt..Mason and Wade!!!!!!!!!!

I love..... waking up next to bobopang every morning.... =P



Actually..I think what I really love is... you..and Hong Kong!

其实。。我捻。。我系爱你地。。同埋香港！

Enough.....for now...

Blissfulness and perfection comes only in their own good time.

New York ... New York

New York ..New York..

Start spreading the news

I'm leaving today

I want to be a part of it, New York, New York

These vagabond shoes Are longing to stray

And make a brand new start of it

New York, New York

I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps

To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap

These little town blues

Are melting away I'll make a brand new start of it

In old New York

If I can make it there

I'll make it anywhere

It's up to you, New York, New York.

I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps

To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap

These little town bluesAre melting away

I'll make a brand new start of it In old New York

If I can make it there

I'll make it anywhere

It's up to you, New York, New York

My NYC trip

I arrived the the Big Apple yesterday around 3pm, then I went to the office chatted up for half an hour then went back to the hotel. After a 20hr flight, I was pretty smashed, after indulging in a NY Strip Sirloin and fresh berries for desert (Room service btw... I kno ..i kno.. spoiled) I decided to take a short nap ..then prolly go walk around ..then I woke up all of a sudden then realized it was 10pm (but I was supposed to have a drink with some colleagues during 9:30) Anyway..I rushed down..tired and all and went out to grab a bite with them...after that I went back to my room ..showered..then waited for a document from email...till 2am..darn it...

Had 5 hrs of sleep...ONLY

Then woke up 7am and went on my business trip to Philadephia..3 hrs on the road..3 hr meeting in Philly..had lunch..headed back to Newark..for another meeting..then went to Manhattan soho for dinner.. whilst passing by the various shops in Soho..my heart was torn into pieces as I could not enter those cute little botiques. Its mental torture..it is..honestly..its not humane.. to pass by one of the most facinating shopping areas and not be able to go into the shops... I was pratcially drooling when I passed by Miss Sixty (SALE SIGN)..Anthropologie (only available in the States)..Diesel (my fave store)..REISS (the kool UK brand)..

However.. I did rather enjoy my meal..we all went to this Italian Restaurant located in centre Soho area. Off the bat, I noticed that the ppl eating there were either incredibily hot or chic. (Even the old ppl looked good..skinny..fashionable..with an uptown kinda radiance) We sat in the garden terrace..very nice with the summer breeze..had some italian wine..Chianti..."Castello di Fonterutoli "..very full bodied...yum..I had a salad plus beef carpaccio..but the real deal was the desert ..a warm banana tart with ice cream on top AND a nice cup of espresso. Absolutely heavenly....

A very New York / Italian terrace

Terrace after dark (Sun sets at 9pm here)

"Barolo" on West Broadway...Fab place...

The oh so devlish Banana Tart + Ice cream & Lavazza espresso

Jap food.....mmmmMMMmmmMM....

Emmmmms.. Sukiyaki pot prep...














I did not eat all this food I swear..there were like 13 more ppl with me














Don't ask me why I took this photo..



Quite an eventful weekend I must say.. Japanese food on Friday night..went to Frabrique (sucked)..went to windows.. left windows... went back to windows to find my friends..then went to "Siu Yeah" in "Sun Wang"..gosh felt like "Tsui Wah" ..that place!!

Saturday was work work work..then home..laundry..then World Cup...goooooo England!!! Then went to Bar Rouge eventho I was extremely tired..but I know Teresa will twist my neck if I don't go. It was a fun night..moderate drinking and lots of dancing..thats the way to go I think..

Sunday.. yoga.. then golf..eventho my ribs were still hurting.. After yoga..my ribs actually had a heated burning sensation..its prolly from the circulation ..I don't know..But for some reason..I kinda think it would heal it better.. then golf..I couldn't fully extend my swing coz of my ribs.. and some guy next to my lane..couldn't bear my posture and started coaching me.. gosh ..now I have to relearn it again...urghhhhhhh....!!! Hopefully I'll get a coach if I get my salary next month..lols

But of coz I have snowboarded before...

So I went to snowboarding for the first time today..(i can hear the audience gasping and shaking their heads in disblief)..since when is it a crime for an individual who had lived in Toronto for half of their life has never tried snowboarding / skiing? huh??? Tell me... To make my whole experience more eerie than it is.. I had my first go of the sport in a pretty skimpy indoor place in Shanghai...think smelly equipment with no ski lift..oh wait they did have one..but its so crappy I just refuse to believe that it is a ski lift.

Snowboarding is considered an extreme sport for various reasons.. sometimes its extremely dangerous..but yet extremely fun eventho you're in extreme pain. Let me explain...

After my short intro lesson.. I had a few runs in the bunny slopes.. then I decided to go to the intermediate level (where the sign clearly saids beginners or ppl who can't stop or ppl who can't turn should not enter) But..come on.. knowing my mischevious and adventurous nature ..PLUS..snowboarding is all about looking good..rolling and falling down the slope looks way better then going down a bunny slope at grandma speed. So I went down.. the first few times was alrite..I mean of coz i fell and tumbled a bit ..but no biggie ..it was still fun.. Then about on the 5th or 6th go.. I freakin skidded on the far left and fell on some hard snow..I did like 2 somersaults I think..and when I stopped I just naturally grabbed the sides of my ribs... and in my mind I was thinking boy this really hurts..damn it..while on the other hand I was thinking..falling and doing somersaults in a highly accelerated speed is actually quite exhilerating and quite fun..emmm..am I a masocist or something? Anyhoo after that.. my left ribs kinda hurt while I deep breathe and stuff so I decided to pratice turning on the bunny slopes again...then when it was about time to leave.. I went back to the intermediate slope to go for a few runs for the last time. Everything was ok until my last go.. it had to be like that..why..?? I freaking fell into the same spot..hitting the same spot (my left ribs)..but HARDERRRRRRR! It hurt so much I wanted to scream..but I couldn't..coz I guess the hit was so hard..I couldn't even breathe for like 5 seconds... Oi.....

Injury list
- Strained left ribs I think....can't hold my back straight widout pain..and it hurts even when i yawn...
- Bruise on left foot
- Bruise on left calve..with freaking warts (cox the Class A staff was nice enuff to help me tie the boots but he tied it too damn tight)

After dinner.. I then went for a massage..and the guy keeps telling me..whats wrong with u're neck, back ,spine and lower back..they're all so stiff? I tried to mumble something back but didn't coz I was too busy try to hold my breathe thru all the pain.. but in my mind i was thinkin... neck..prolly coz my head was diving and rollin around in the snow so much..back..prolly coz the back is right next to my ribs???..Spine..think i landed on that during my somersaults at some point..lower back..hell I have no idea..

It was worth it tho...I spose..coz now when ppl ask me..I can say "Oh yes..but of coz I snowboarded before.. you silly...!!"

Yawnnnnn..I'm tired..(Grabbing ribs)..Doh!!!

Heaven on earth

今次系我第一次去resort...重要一行9人.....再诱搭一对couple成功...变左11人（其实都吾知边个聊边个先....) 成件事实在太开心啦！

第一日 - 搭MU去Bangkok..我搭飞机成2X年...不下100次..真系第一次上左飞机, 开左机，然后captain再announce maybe 机件固章..in the middle of the runway..要转机o罗. 心里面讲左 "Delay no more" X 1000次！Finally 凌晨4am 先到hotel! 由于太夜啦..所以stayed at Saimun's and Him's room to sleep. 费是糟醒 Sofaye and Wincy...点知 Wincy训训下弹醒揾bobopang..好猪同好笨o罗！！

第二日 - 搭3个钟车去华欣..好开心可以游水啦. 我重懒开心甘买左件650蚊既Roxy泳衣!!! BUT....未落水就澜左o罗..重要系中间前面个扣o罗...其实都系拾番身彩..如果系游游下 broken..甘就成世..嗯..好彩 Wincy 借左 her extra swimsuit 比我！夜晚就文少请吃饭..女朋友生日..吾系吾请呀？ Ka ka ka.. 不过我地班朋友都吾系无做野架..比左Grace 一个 suprise..重 make her teary eyed 添！

第三日 - 0630通告..因为0730要leave hotel..coz 0800 就要 tee off! 其实我响 1st hole 都吾知自己做紧D what..但系之后越打越顺，亚 Him 话我 look like 来倾生意，好游 and carefree 甘！第一次落 Green ... 150干..算系甘啦！可能因为有好成绩既影响...就即日懒 Pro 甘买左对 Addi Golf 鞋同 La Coq Spotif 既 Golf 衫 !

第四日 - 响 Pool 度玩左 whole morning.. 锭下波呀.. 推来推去呀..去 Pool Side Bar 入下油....又顶下波呀..打下交呀..推下人落水呀...原来好鬼tired..Afternoon 重同 亚 Him 踢左阵波..再一班人去打 Tennis.. Then 去左 Hilton 附近吃饭..其实成11人系条街度行..都米话吾繁..我本身个人又impatient and short fuse..又易着..好在 Finally 有 decision. 我, Saimun 同 Him 去左 Lavazza 吃 Gelatto! 即刻冷静晒.... woooo....

第五日 - 再去 Poolside dip 一 dip ..就番home lu ...



Boy did I have a blast at Thailand!!!! A bunch of us close buddies went to this resort in Hua Hin , it was called Anatara and it was absolutely fabulous. The weather was nice, food was cheap, I got a nice tan.. perfect vacation. The room that I stayed in sorta had this little backyard patio, and we would sip wine and chat whilst listening to the waves. How heavenly is that??

The first day I arrived I sorta had this incident... I was trying on my 100 dollar brand new Roxy bikini, the front metally / plasticky part that was holding the whole thing togther just snapped!! I was pretty pissed and disapointed..since it never got chance to even touch the water..but then I was also VERRRRRRRRRY relieved that it didn't snap while i was swimming or something.... Horrific..Anyhoo..i borrowed Wincy's swimming suit then totally chilled out at the pool..Gosh...I think Pool side bars prolly rank next to Internet on "Best Inventions Ever"

I also went golfing during my trip..my first time on the green.. I had no idea what the hell I was doing at first but then I sorta got the feel for it..and we had a nice coach who kept pushing us.. 150 for my first time..I think I did not too shabby since I was a sore sight to bear whilst in the driving range. It was soo much fun except for the part where we had to wait 30mins for our cab and mosquitoes were feasting on my legs since I was dumb enuff to wear shorts. I got soooooooo grumpy and fiesty. After playin..we all went to town to shop..and under the intoxiation of the brief illusion that I was pretty good at golf.. I bought a pair of Addidas golf shoes and a La Coq Sportif Golf T-Shirt. Yeah yeah....just shut up right now.. What you wear is what you are essentially... And of coz..I will be a better player if I wear all that crap... LOLS

Yes..the trip had a perfect mixture of fun, sun , shopping, good food and alcohol! Can't wait for our next trip..maybe during summer next year??? BTW

CONGRATS TO RIC AND CONSTANCE..you guys are the ideal dream couple!!!

















The heavenly Anatara Resort
















陈笨又一笨作 -
某人 - 你梯..你吾好以为系一个黎架...其实系两个 （用2条毛巾做）
陈笨 - 你梯..你吾好以为系2个黎架...其实系3个..(尝试整开既时侯...) Aiiiii Yak...















A very chilling and cooling down Gelatto
Mine was Coconut + Chocolate







Wren - Lols... Wooly said I looked like one of those girls from Anime..yeah..I guess I'll go join the circus of the unbelievably beautiful ppl...

LB - Normally I get to office at 9am..so you wouldn't have beat me anyways.. Remind me to leave out the interesting analogies when we talk please..so that you won't use it against me..